I couldn't sleep last night

When did you sleep last? an hour ago, two, three or five or may be 12 hours. Ask me when did I slept last, I must say 37 hours ago. I don't know what is happening with me that I couldn't make it to my bed, literally saying because more or less I go to bed at 12 O' clock but I couldn't make it to that sweet heaven, sleeping. So I discussed this problem with my friends and they have a similar problem too and I know you too especially the folks of my age group.

"we are such stuff as dreams are made on and our little life is rounded with a sleep"

The above divine lines are of William Shakespeare which indicates that our life is bounded in a sleep where we progress through our dreams. but i guess this is not applied to me 'cause I cannot sleep too well. Every time I go to my bed, switch off the lights and just try to sleep but couldn't. I get thoughts of what I did today or in the past days like today I went on a quiz competition conducted by BIT Mesra college, though we made it to the qualifiers but didn't make it to the finals and that's bite me every time that only because of  1 wrong question we failed. Currently this incident is not letting me sleep. Likewise in my last blog I mentioned about the Emotion Turmoil which students faces during studies. Believe me I get emotion turmoil when I'm trying to sleep.

Firstly, I start thinking about my career, my academics which is not going up to my expectations then I start predicting my future about colleges, jobs or the things which i desire from my life. You see i have very much expectations from my life

I want to experience it not simply spend it

Secondly, I try to study, please focus there "I try to study" be it Math, Physics, Chemistry or even Geography sometimes but still I didn't get interest in doing it so again I move to my bed.
Then after lots of time thinking sh*t I open up my laptop and then either of the three things happen either I watch a movie or listen songs or watch porn(come on we are surrounded with the internet nowadays).

Then after taking a glance at the clock I see it might be 3:30 or 4:00 or sometimes even 6:00 then I guess that what should I do now? Sleep at the time when people start to wake up, I don't know what the heck's happening with me?I'm I sick?No, so why then worry about it, because they say -

early to bed early to rise keeps a man healthy, wealthy and wise

I agree to only 40% of the above quotation that it'll keep you healthy. But how wealthy and wise?
I've also heard people say that the morning time is the best time to study but trust me from my point of view I can study a lot better when I pleased i.e. before sleeping with complete silence that's the thing which takes me time to "try to sleep " at 12:00am. and studying in the morning breeze is not my cup of tea but often my mates do practice this so I don't think its that bad. In fact its neither bad nor good if you have the caliber to excel it or overcome it, you can judge it on any basis you want and any way you want.


And life is all about experiencing every phases of life and this is the most mysterious part of my life that I couldn't get the refreshment or relaxation phase which this man is going through.